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• sourdough toast w/ tomato, mozzarella, balsamic glaze, & arugula
• i eat arugula like a starving bunny staring out at the city's windows
• saw my therapist and we read through ECT/TMS/KAP info together
• "i'm tired," i kept saying
• i worry that i feed my care team all the wrong information and that it's warping not just how they see my case but also how i see my case, and the world contextualizing it
• i worry that i'm a "vulnerable narcissist"
• microwaved leftover quesadilla and folded it into a fresh quesadilla i made on the stove. crunchwrap kinda. i have never had a crunchwrap in my life
• went back to bed
• jerked off with diminishing returns
• problematic fantasies where i try to work through certain things that are no one else's business
• booped the snoot just a little to see if anything would happen
• probably not but okay
• time blindness hurts everyone around me
• notif: frank and ponyo are thinking of you :')